LEGIT

goosebumps all the way

You know it's fucked up when

You regret going to sleep at 2:30am; should've pulled an all-nighter studying eh

You feel like crying at the slightest bit of social interaction; why can't the world leave you alone with your social media and Internet

You wake up with your eyes burning from lack of sleep and still jump out of bed to gobble up breakfast and start work

Is this really my life I kind of feel like this whole study shit is starting to define me

Now where's the sense in that

Excessive blogging due to the school hols even though I am so boring......

#nowplaying White Flag - Dido

//// But I will go down with this ship

Marshall

^ That would be me 2 days ago...... Feel a lot healthier - mentally and emotionally. That's what school does to me. It's paradoxical (I hope I'm using this right) how school brings me to my all time low (stress!!!!!!), but can also flood me with relief. It's the people I swear it's the people. The people I never wanna lose ever.

Food for thought

http://magxchan.blogspot.com/2012_03_01_archive.html

The most recent post struck and resonated with me so much; can i just say that I have, at some point in time, felt exactly like that, and was never able to put it into words.

She wrote,

So it's true, isn't it? Life is what you make of it. You determine what you're
looking for, and then you spend that part of your life working towards it. But
what if you no longer hold the motivation to work towards it, or you can't even
figure out what you want? Why does a 19-year-old hold more potential than a
35-year-old? Because she's younger? Because she's more impressionable? Because
she's made less decisions which have set the course of her life in stone? ..
Somewhat like a game of tetris?

I couldn't tell him to simply not throw
away his life because there was still a long way to go. Life isn't just a light
you can switch off whenever you please. My friend didn't choose to fight cancer
necessarily because she was happy and had a good life before that. My friend is
fighting because she wants a chance to be happy and have a good life after that.

Thank you Mag

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8:08am: school library
8:10am: dead